blogy .. sorry I rarely post. long vacation this time, not too memorable for many reasons. yap! holiday this time seemed a long time although not actually spend quite a long time. this time, I've to think of parting with my friends who is in sight. it seemed only yesterday I was entering junior high school. but now I have to accept if I had finished secondary school and will enter senior high school. though proud of the results I got, but the sadness I can't shut-up because of parting with my friends. This I've thought for a long time how about parting with my best friends happens. what would I do without them later? How is this life? what changes will occur on a daily basis in the future will I live? Such questions very fulfilling my head.

yet again, when I have to think about my lover. Martin and I had entered a different senior high school. automatic, time for our meeting is very limited. he continue his schooling while undergoing his hobbies playing tennis. I really understood him, and will always support what he lived. initially tough for me to divide my time like that. but I think if I should not be selfish. I don't want to ban anything that he's doing. for some reason? I can't stop thinking about this. appearance of fear in my heart. I also don't understand what makes the fear within me has become excessive. honest! I really love my boyfriend so I don't want to lose him

um, yes because it is also the reason better advantage of this holiday time with my boyfriend. I take advantage of this holiday best. I am also very happy because my parents liked the martin:) so that such incidents do not always have to happen again.

enough here ! bye, in my next story. always love martin: *